Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Sometimes...


  • ... I'd like to feel sexy, but then that freakin' mirror in the bathroom reminds me that I'm not.

  • ... I wonder what it was like for the hos in high school. I don't want to *be* a ho, just wonder what went thru their heads. How did they feel about themselves? About the guys they were with?

  • ... I want a "Do whatever I want and get away with it" Pass. Do they sell those?

  • ... I don't write everything I eat down on my food log for boot camp. I ate 2 pizza rolls yesterday that I didn't long bc I was too lazy to look up the calories.

  • ... I think it's awesome that my 3 yr old sings "Teenage Dirtbag" and "Gives You Hell." Other times I think that must mean I'm a bad mom.

  • ... I want to quit blogging, but then I know I'd miss it. Plus,  I  really like hosting giveaways!!

  • ... I wanna stop babysitting kids. Ok- that's not "sometimes," that's everyday.

  • ... I wonder *why* we were suppose to move to Texas.

  • ... I wish certain people would just disappear.

  • ... I am totally jealous of my husband and his career.

  • ... I wonder why my husband married me. I see him cringe at some of the things I say and do. lol

  • ... I wonder if there will ever be a time when the exes aren't acting like buttholes?

  • ... I want to get a job outside of the home, but know I'm not qualified for anything. I also experience "Mom Guilt."

  • ... I wonder why my parents never bought me Doc Martens even though I asked for them for 3 Christmases in a row.

  • ... I still feel insecure in who I am. You'd think I'd be over that since I'm freakin' 33.

  • ... I don't want to go to church.

  • ... I talk too much.